My Abstract Mind At Work...

I got done watching FMA:Brotherhood about a half an hour ago and I just simply love the ending. 5he end was a truly happy ending. Alphonse got his body back, Van died peacefully by his wifes side, Roy got his eye sight back, havoc got his legs back, scar is helping his people, and Edward got his girl Winry.

Ed geting Winry just made me so happy, but disappointed at the same time. Happy because the way he asked her to spend the rest of her life with them and they ended up having two kids. He realized he loved her after all those years growing up beside her. When she said yes in her own way he looked down at her with such gentle meaningful eyes, stroked her hair, grabbed her, and hugged her so tightly. Winry had this dumbfounded look, but managed to smile and hug him back just as tightly. That made me smile so so much because it looked so wonderful.

But at the same time I was a bit disappointed because it seems like love like that from genuine men and women don’t exist or it is so hard to find that people tend to give up. Honestly, what happened to the true beauty and innocence of wanting to fall in love? What happened to the desire and passion of wanting to wake up everyday til your last breath next to that person that will truly see you as theirs and vice versa? What happened to wanting to fight for the one you truly love against all odds? What ever happened to wanting to stay in a relationship and court each other until marriage? Now all people do is push, shove, and shit on those who are that type of person. Making those people become cold and uncaring. Why don’t people want to honest hard working and earned relationships? What happened to that and marriage as a goal in life? Its a goal beyond worth keeping because its utterly beautiful.

People date for all the wrong reasons these days and hurt all the wrong people. Really the folks in this world really upset me. Humans are so more drawn to negativity and chaos its mind-boggling amd I wish it wasn’t so. It seems to me the beauty of true love and life time partnership is dying out and not seen anymore. Where are all the true life Edward Elrics?

Love is so important and just wonderful I don’t understand what people treat it like shit and use it to manipulate and unless you are loving all the wrong things, why not fully and truly experience it? Why run from it or the thought of waking up to the same lovely face everyday? Everyone is not up for grabs and a single person is not supposed to experience everyone they desire too.

True love is innocent, devine, beautiful, gracious, kind, patient, understanding, gentle but also fierce, and more. What is really blocking people from realizing that once again? They rather hate and have a cold heart then love and have a warm heart.

I don’t and won’t ever see the point of that. Love is needed so badly. Verbally and physically. The soul does start to crumble without it, the mind starts to turn mean, and the heart starts to hate without love.

I know people like that still exist so I don’t loose hope in one day meeting my true match. I just want more people to actually love and see the spectacular benefits from it. See what spectacular people they can have in their lives.

Feeling like a F*** up what is one to do? When they feel like they are the worst one out of all the siblings, what is one to do? Not knowing why or how they became the person that they are, that causes arguments between them & their parent, what is one to do? When after the arguments they feel like total s*** & like they cause the most turmoil in the house without even knowing it, what is one to do? What is one to do when the think it would of been better for the family to have 3 children & not 4, when the start feeling like they’re nothing more than a growing issue, what is one to do? What is one to do when they know they appreciate everything their parents have done for them & that love them dearly, but their verbal actions show differently making their parent question them, what is one to do? Really…what…is…one…to do?…

how one person, a mere human, can have such a great effect upon a person. People really do have more power than they realize. With that power come responsibility. Not just in one area either. But one are in particular is responsibility with that power when it comes to another persons heart…

NOUGATOCITY:  \nü-gat-ä-si-tE/ (noun). A heightened yet fleeting state of accomplishment that makes you realize how unbelievably unmotivated you normally are.

Snicker Packages these days…